Insights into Teacher Development: Collaborative Autobiography, Lecture notes of Research Methodology

Teacher development through the use of collaborative autobiography, where teachers write their individual stories in groups. The stories provide insights into teachers' knowledge, development, and how one might facilitate teacher development. The researchers identified commonalities among teachers' stories, which include sources and influences on teachers' knowledge, a common process at the core of teaching, and teachers' personal histories. The document also discusses the importance of maintaining the uniquely personal ways in which these commonalities are manifested.

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DOCUMENT RESUME
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AUTHOR Butt, Richard; And Others
TITLE On Being Personal about the Collective.
PUB DATE Apr 92
NOTE 33p.
PUB TYPE Speeches/Conference Papers (150) Reports
Descriptive (141)
EDRS PRICE MFO1 /PCO2 Plus Postage.
DESCRIPTORS *Autobiographies; *Case Studies; Comparative
Analysis; Elementary Education; Elementary School
Teachers; Faculty Development; Higher Education;
Personal Narratives; *Research Methodology; Teacher
Improvement
IDENTIFIERS Collaborative Writing; Collective Interpretation;
Interpretive Research; *Personal Experiences; Story
Writing; *Teacher Knowledge
ABSTRACT
Teacher knowledge and development from the teacher
perspective were studied. Teachers wrote their own stories using
collaborative autobiography (writing individual stories in groups).
This report documents the evolution of the research methodology in
discerning the personal, individual, similar, common, and collective
as researchers moved from gathering single cases to collections of
cases of teachers' stories. Research focused on how to discern and
represent what was common or collective without excluding the
personal. Stories portrayed details of thinking and acting that
teachers brought to the classroom. Researchers read the stories,
identified themes, patterns, and essential structures, and noted what
events, and vignettes best illustrated story elements. They recorded
key words and phrases and represented collaborative interpretation
using the teachers' own words and styles. Case studies and a capsule
account (interpretive summary of the case study) are offered as well
as a comparative analysis of clusters of stories that lets
researchers identify types of commonalities relating to teachers'
lives within their different experiences. The paper offers an
aggregation of cases as a method for exploring commonality. It
discusses how researchers can discern qualitative commonality through
quantitative encoding and analysis and examines the role of the
personal and contextual within qualitative validity and commonality.
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ED (^353 210) SP 034 100

AUTHOR (^) Butt, Richard; And Others TITLE (^) On Being Personal about the Collective. PUB DATE Apr 92 NOTE (^) 33p. PUB TYPE (^) Speeches/Conference Papers (150) Reports Descriptive (141)

EDRS PRICE (^) MFO1 /PCO2 Plus Postage. DESCRIPTORS (^) *Autobiographies; *Case Studies; Comparative

Analysis; Elementary Education; Elementary School Teachers; Faculty Development; Higher Education; Personal Narratives; *Research Methodology; Teacher Improvement IDENTIFIERS (^) Collaborative Writing; Collective Interpretation; Interpretive Research; *Personal Experiences; Story Writing; *Teacher Knowledge

ABSTRACT

Teacher knowledge and development from the teacher perspective were studied. Teachers wrote their own stories using collaborative autobiography (writing individual stories in groups). This report documents the evolution of the research methodology in discerning the personal, individual, similar, common, and collective as researchers moved from gathering single cases to collections of cases of teachers' stories. Research focused on how to discern and represent what was common or collective without excluding the

personal. Stories portrayed details of thinking and acting that teachers brought to the classroom. Researchers read the stories, identified themes, patterns, and essential structures, and noted what events, and vignettes best illustrated story elements. They recorded key words and phrases and represented collaborative interpretation using the teachers' own words and styles. Case studies and a capsule account (interpretive summary of the case study) are offered as well as a comparative analysis of clusters of stories that lets researchers identify types of commonalities relating to teachers' lives within their different experiences. The paper offers an aggregation of cases as a method for exploring commonality. It discusses how researchers can discern qualitative commonality through quantitative encoding and analysis and examines the role of the personal and contextual within qualitative validity and commonality. (SM)


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OnBeingPersonalAbouttheCollective

RichardButt RochelleYamagishi PeterChow

TheUniversityofLethbridge

Anoteonauthorship

Thispaperiswritteninpartsinthevoiceofthefirstauthorsinceitrelateseventsfromupto

tenyearsago.RochelleYamagishiandPeterChowareco-authorsinthattheywereinvolved

withmeasco-researchersinencodingandininterpretingdatafrommanyteachers'stories

duringthelasttwoyears.R.L.B.

ApaperpresentedatA.E.R.A.,SanFrancisco. April20-24.

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OnBeingPersonalAbouttheCollective

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andsociologyrelatedtocollectivebiography(Butt&Raymond,1989,pp.413-416)whichwe

tooknoteofinourwork.

Withlittletoguideusweproceededslowlytofigureoutourownwaytoaddressthis

challengethroughoutthelasttenyears.InpreparationforthispaperIdidconsultthe

literatureandfound,tomydelight,thatwenowhavesomeinsightsrelatedtotheissueofthe

personalandcollective. Iwastempted,then,towriteadigestedexpostfactoreconstructionof

thismethodologicalmetatheory,particularlyasitpertainedto"validity"and

"generalizability"astheintroductiontothispiece--thatiswritethepaperinadeductive

manner.ButIdidn't.ThatisnotthewayithappenedandIdon'tthinkreaderswillunderstand

thepaperbestthatwaywithabstractionupfrontandrealitybehind. Ihavewrittenthepaper,

truetoourmethod,asastory,examining,inturn,whatwedidwiththeindividualcase,

comparisonofseveralcases,examinationandinterrelationofclustersofstories,andthe

identificationandclarificationofthemeswhichranacrossalargenumberofstoriesand

lastly,aninterpretiveintegrationofsixtyteachers'stories.FollowingthisIusemyrecent

understandingoftheliteraturetotrytoarguefurtherastohowandwhyweneedtoincludethe

personal,contextualandthickdescriptioninordertoillustratecommonality,respect

contextualcomplexityanddemonstratevalidityandgeneralizationwithinandacross

teachers'stories.

courStoryjboutThePersonalAndTheCollectiveInTeachers'Stories

FromOneStorytoOneCase

Thelengthofourteachers'storiesrangesfromfortytooveronehundredpages.These

stories,inandofthemselves,portrayindaytodaydetailthewaysofthinkingandactingthat

teachersbringtotheirteaching.Theyalsoprovidestoriesfromtheirpersonaland

professionaldevelopmentwhichhelpthereadertounderstandhowtheycametobethatway.

Wehavetofacetheunfortunatefactthatthesestoriesaretoolongformostformsofresearch

communicationexceptforbook-likemanuscripts.Forthepurposesofunderstandingthe

architectureofself(Pinar,1988),withineachstory,therefore,itisnecessarytoprovidean

interpretiveaccountofsometentotwentypageswhichcapturestheessenceofateacher's

knowledgeanddevelopment.Thisinterpretiveaccountiscreatedthroughacollaborative

processamongtheautobiographerandseveralresearchers.Wereadandrereadthestory

withoutpayingmuchattentiontointerpretationuntilwecaninternalizeitsmainfeaturesand

vignettes.Independently,we,then.identifyitsmainthemesandpatternsusingaprotocol

developedbyRaymond(seeYamagishi,1991).Weattempttoidentifywhateveressential

structuresarecontainedwithinthestory--whetherimages,metaphors,principles,andthe

like.Wealsonotewhatevents,vignettes,andthepartsofthestogymightbestillustratethese

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storyelements.Keywords,phrasesandtheirmeaningswithinthetextarerecorded.Wethen

representourcollaborativeinterpretationofthestoryusing,asfaraspossible,theteacher's

ownwords,phrases,andstyle.Theautobiographerhasasignificantpartintheconstruction

andvalidationofthistext.Thisaccountprovidesthereaderwithaccesstoadeep

understandingofthecoreelementsoftheteacher'snarrativewhilemaintaininganexpression

ofthestories'richpersonalgrainanddetail.

ThefirststoryweinterpretedaspartofevolvingthisprocesswasLloyd's.Itispublished

elsewhere(Butt&Raymond.1989)butitisessentialtoincludeithereforourimmediate

purposes.

Lloydisa38year-oldteacherwithtwelveyearsofteachingexperience.He currentlyteachesgradesixpupils,mostofwhomareofaverageorbelowaverageability. Hehasbeenteachinginhiscurrentschoolforthepastelevenyears.Fouryearsagohe

wasmadeadministrativeassistant.LloydisaJapaneseCanadianwhosefamilywas

internedduringthewarandresettledinSouthernAlberta.Heisthethirdyoungestina

familyoftenchildren.Heismarriedwiththreechildren.

SocialDevelopmentofStudents ThedescriptionopenswithavignettewhereinacolleagueofLloyd'sangrily requeststotalkwithhimaboutthebehaviourofhisclass.

Asshestormedaway,myinnocent-lookingchildrenstaredatmewithdisbelief. "Boy,issheevermadatyou,'volunteeredSarasympathetically.'Atme7I questioned.Tdsayshewasquiteupsetwithyoustudents,'Iadded. Iguessitwaslecturetimeagain.Mystudents'overallworkhabits, attitude,andgeneralconducthadnotbeenuptoparsincetheChristmasbreak andagentlereminderduringthefirstweekbackmusthavebeenineffective... WhenIdispensemyresponsibilitylecture,Idealwithkeyconceptssuchas

self-respect,self-discipline,maturity,pride,teamwork,commitmentand

responsibility.

Lloydprideshimselfinhavingoneoftheclassesthatisthemostresponsible, trustworthyanddisciplinedintheschool.Healsofeelspartofthereasonforthis, besideshisdisciplinaryskill,Isthathehasgoodrapportwithhisstudentsduetohis

personality.Heshowswarmththroughtalkingtothem,notatthem,throughjoking

around,throughphysicalcontact,andfeelshissmallstaturelessensthephysical

distancebetweenthem.Fit:1ringawell-disciplinedclassalsobringspressure.Attimeshe fearsthathisclassroomhasbecomeadumpinggroundforstudentswithevery conceivableweakness... academic,social,disciplinary,andemotional.Theprincipal andparentsrequestplacements.Hewonderswhetherheisasocialworkerorateacher-- whethertogointocounsellingfull-time,thereforenothavingtoplanlessonsandteach curriculum!Heworriesaboutburn-out,especiallywhensomeclassesdon'tcatchon

quicklyandrequirerepeatedreminderslikehiscurrentclass.

Inmakingsenseofhowhecametothinkandactthiswayintermsofwhathe callssocialdevelopmentintheclassroom,Lloydpositsseveralshapinginfluences.

LUAU Lloydseeshisparentsandfamilyashavingamajoreffectonhisteaching. Throughouthislife,hisparentshaverepeatedlystressedtheconceptsofrespect.

responsibility,commitment,self-discipline,teamwork,trust,andrightandwrong.They

hadtheabilitytoingrainthesevalueswithoutspankingorverbalabuse.Theyweregood rolemodelsandusedtheidenticallecturesthatLloydusesnowwithhisownchildrenand

L. )

AcademicDevelopment Iamasticklerformandatedcurriculumforthefollowingreasons:

  1. Ihavemadeahabitfrommyearliestteachingdaystorefertothe curriculumguideandfollowitliketheGospel.
  2. Iwanttoavoidcriticismfrommystudents'subsequentteachers.
  3. Iwantmystudentstohaveaneasytransitionfromgradetograde.
  4. Iwanttohavetheblackandwhitedatatojustifymyprogramsto

administrators,parents,studentsandotheroutsidegroups(safety

measure).

  1. Ihavemadeacommitment--howevercovert--tosuperiorsthatIwould teachthecurriculumguideandhavingawell-developedsenseofrightand wrong,Ijustdonotwanttoeliminateanyareas.

EarlierLloydhadalsowrittenthathedidn'twantauthorityfigurestocomedown onhimforfailingtocoverthecurricula,thatnothingshouldbeleftoutinasystemof progression,andthathefounditchallengingtolearnandcoverallcurriculumareas sinceitgavehimasenseofknowledgeability.

However,ImustadmitthatIdodeviatefromthecurriculumguide,inthat mypracticalknowledgeinfluenceshowmuchtimeanddetailIwillusein coveringcertainareas.Forexample,Iwillspendmuchmoretimethan

recommendedwithnumeration.operationandproblem-solvingconceptsthan

theareasofmeasurementandgeometry.Inessence,Iammakingadecisionfor

thestudents,sayingthattheformerismuchmoreimportantandusefulthanthe

latter.

Lloydhadaplethoraoflanguageartsmaterialswhichhehasusedthroughoutthe lastfiveyears.Hehadgraduallygrownawayfromusingtheteacher'sguidesoclosely, tendingtopickandchooseonthebasisofrelevanceandsuitability.

Therecommendedmathtextbooklackssufficientpracticeexamplesand alsoseemstomaketoomanypresuppositionsastopreviousexperienceand thereforecreatesalackofsequenceorasenseofprogression.... However,wheneverIamteachingasubjectforthefirsttime,Ifollowa prescribedtext.providingmewithavehicletolearnthesubjectmatter.Imayor may _itleavethetext,dependingonitsvalueandwhetherornotIamabletofind anddevelopmyownmaterials.... Asinmostofmysubjects,IusethetextasonlyagilirlPandaddalotof supplementaryactivitiesofmyown.Generallyspeaking,Iplacestockinmyown materialsmoresothanaprescribedtext.

Lloyduseshisownandothertestsquitefrequently,includingpre-andpost-tests since:growthcanbemeasuredfromstarttofinish;problemsareascanbediagnosed;any conceptworthteachingisworthtesting;childrenneedtowritetestssoastodowellin externalassessment;alsoLloyddoesnotwanthisteachingtobelabelledbyunfavourable testscores. Lloyd'sdescriptionofhisapproachtovarioussubjectsilluminateshisteaching

stylewhichischaracterizedbystructure,organization,flexibility,sequentialorderand

progression.Lloydfindsheprefersteachinginablockapproachratherthanaspiral

method,withsequentialorderandprogressionstartingfromthebasicsthenproceeding inincreasinglevelsofdifficultytomorecomplexconcepts.

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Lloydlocateshisgeneralattitudetowardsmandatedcurriculuminhisparents'

emphasisonrightandwrong(youarerequiredbylawtoteachthecurriculum). commitment(completethecurriculumasprescribed),andsurvival(ifyouteachwhatyou aresupposedtoyoudon'tgetintotrouble),andinhisstrivingtogainacceptanceand respectability.Thethemeofupwardmobilitycanbepickedupagain,here,fromthe previoussection.Thenecessarystrivingforsuccessasanumberofaminoritygroup combinedwiththestrongworkethicoftheJapaneseculturecontributedtowhatLloyd

callshisgreatobsession.Thisrelatesnotonlytohisattitudetocurriculumbutthetotal

teachingjob,includingthoroughpreparationandverydetailedplans. Lloydarrivedathisfirstfull-timejobwith'aninnerdriveandgustotobecomethe bestdamnteacherintheworld!'Hewasobsessedwithbeingthebestusingallhisenergy andtime,evenattheexpenseofhisfamilyandfriends. Everythingrevolvedaroundthe realmofeducation.Itbecamemorethanjustapreoccupation.

Eachany,forthefirstsevenyearsofmyteachingcareerwaslikearitual. I

wouldarriveatschoolanhourbeforethefirstbellandleaveaboutanhourand

onehalfattheclose.Thismadeitasolid7.1/2hoursofproductiveand

instructionaltimeatschool,notincludingnoonhourextra-curricular

supervisionwhichoccurredatdifferentintervalsduringtheyear.Aftermy

eveningmealathome,1wouldthensettledowninmydenandflythroughyet

anotherfiveorsixhoursofmarking,creatingworksheetsanddrawingupnew

andinnovativelessonplans.IalsostudiedtheAlbertaProgramofStudiesand

theAlbertaCurriculumGuidelikeamonkwouldstudyhisBible.Iwasready.

Eventhoughhefeltemotionallyandphysicallydrainedateachday'send,the

manyinstantrewardsfromthestudentsplusrequestsfromparentstohavetheir

childreninhisclass,madeitrewardingandprovidedmotivationforLloydtopursue 'beingthebest.' Lloyd'semphasisonlanguageskillscanberelatedtohisexperienceasachildin

schoolforwhomEnglishwasasecondlanguage. Lloydflounderedforthefirstfewyears

ofschoolingduetolanguagedifficultiesandlackofapersontodirecthimatschool.In

facthecanhardlyrecallanyteachingsduringthatfirstfewyears.Hewentthrougha periodwherehewasembarrassedwhenhisparentscametoschoolorwhen,withhis parents,heaccidentallyencounteredfriends,andalso,hedidn'tbringfriendshome,due

tohisparents'inabilitytospeakEnglishfluently.Theteachingoflanguageskillsinhis

classisinfluencedbyhisparents'lackofEnglishandLloydlearningitasasecond language;itsimportanceisdeeplyingrained. Lloyd'sbeliefsandpracticesregardingtheprovisionofacarefullyandlogically sequencedsetofconceptswithclearstructureandorganization,andtheuseofrote memorytypesofactivityonoccasion,relatetohisownfirstfouryearsofschool,aswell

astoaparticularteacherwhomhecallshis'whitemother.'Thesehistoricalevents,as

wellashispersonalinvolvementinaprojectonObjectiveBasedEducationin Mathematics,contributedtoevolvingsuchbeliefsthatsomecontentmusthavepriority-- thebasicsmustbetaughtandmasteredfirst,andskillsmustbepresentedaccordingto difficultylevel.

Understandably,withLloyd'slanguageproblem,hisfirstyearsofschoolwere verydifficult.Heremembershavingtostruggleandagonizeoversimpleconcepts himself.ButthischangedsignificantlyinthefifthgradewithMrs.Hunt.

Mystrugglesasastudentwerenearlyatanendafterthefifthgrade,thanks toakind,young,energeticladywhobroughteverythingalltogetherformeand mademeintoaconscientiousstudent.Mrs.Hunttaughtinaverystructured manner,wassensitivetoourneedsasstudents,andalwayshadinteresting

lessons,howeverbasic.Shehadmanymotivatingtechniquesandwasprobably

thesinglemostimpor+antfactorinmyappreciationforhandwriting,reading, neatnessandorder.Tothisclay,1attempttoinfluencemystudentstodolikewise.

acceptablesocialvaluesandlearningthebasicsthroughastructuredandsequential approach,nntheirown,maleLloyd'spedagogyseemdry.boringandtraditional.This, however.isnotthecase.Thethirdthemecanbecalledthehumansideofhispersonal knowledge,whichappearstoderivebothfromtheimageoffamilyandLloyd's backgroundaswellasbeingacceptablewaysofteachingaccordingtothemoderntheories oflearningimplicitinhiscurriculumguidelines,andthenatureofchildren.Lloydand hisclass,togetherasateaminanactiveway,providetheexperiencenecessaryforskill

development.Throughthisapproachthereareopportunitiesforinteractionand

concreteexperiences.Heemphasizesestablishingwarmandfriendlyrelationshipswith childrenasindividualsandprovidesopportunitiesforexpressionofselfandemotion throughvariousmeans.Lloyd,throughhispastsuffering,isabletoidentifyand empathizeinaveryhumanwaywithhisstudents.Intheend,thishumansideistie predominantflavourofhispedagogythattheyexperience.Theyarepartofanurturing familywhichhasthenecessarystructureanddirection. Lloyd'searlylife(persons,experiences,family)arethemajorsourcesofLloyd's thoughtsandactions.Laterprofessionalinfluencesandexperiencesservemainlyto elaborateorrefinehispersonalknowledgefromtheearlyyearsintohisformof professionalknowledge.Hisexperiencewithsocio-economicallydeprivedchildren,and hisupwardmobilitywithinteaching(Mrs.S--withdrawal,administrativeexperience) andtheObjectiveBasedEducationprojectservedtoreinforcetheinterestinthebasic fundamentals,structure,sequenceandorganization.Othersourcesofprofessional developmenthaveservedmoreimmediateinstrumental,technicalandacceptanceneeds. Lloyd'sknowledgewasevolvedinaprofessionalsenseveryearlyinhiscareer throughhishardworkatbecomingacombinationofwhatexternalsourcesandinternal culturesandfamilialvaluesmightsay'thebestpossibleteacher'wouldbe.Followingthis earlydevelopmentofteachingcompetence,Lloydclaimshehaschangedverylittle. Ifhe haschangedhehasdonesoinresponsetomandatedpolicies,changesinroles,orthrough

technicalelaborationofexistingskillssuchasdetermining,structuringandsequencing

curriculumcontent,anddesigningeffectiveteststhroughtheObjectiveBasedEducation project.ExperiencessuchastheseallowLloydtobecomemoreexplicitlywhathealready is. Following,then,therelativelyrapidinitialformationofhispracticalknowledge whichcombinesthepersonalwiththemandatedthroughpracticalexperience,Lloyd's

professionaldevelopmentmainlyinvolvesincrementalelaborationoforiginalpatterns.

Inasensethisprocessattemptstoidentifyandshowwhatisgenerativeacrossateacher's

storywhilemaintainingtheverypersonalgrainanddetailofthestoryinillustratingthese

elements.

Wefeelthatthisinterpretivetextormetanarrativerepresentsacasestudyofaleacher's

story.Whereasthecasestudy,ascomparedtothestory pelf,mightprovideaoptimumwayof

understandingthoseessencesofthestory,thenextstepinourtreatmentofqualitativedata

mightrepresentadiminutioninthisformofunderstanding.

Ihr,..CdukultArgunrait

Whenwritingaboutteachers'stories,orwhendoingcomparativeanalysis,onceagain.

formostresearchcommunications,thereisnotenoughspacetoincludeevenour"shorter'

interpretiveaccounts.Wehavefounditnecessary,therefore,towritecapsuleaccountsof

teachers'storieswhichareseveralpageslong.Theseareusedforsummary,illustrative,and

comparativepurposesaswellaseventuallyformingpartof"aggregates"usedtoillustrate

commonalitieswhichrunacrossteachers'stories.Theseaccountsarelargelytheinterpretive

summariesofthecasestudies.Weusethewordcapsuleinordertosuggestthatweattemptto

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Include,asbefore,alloftheimportantessencesofthestorywithsomeimportantpersonal

illustrationsofthoseelements.Again,wetrytousethekeywordsandmeaningsofthe

storytellerintheseaccounts.

Thecapsuleaccount,wefeel,doesrepresentareductionofthepersonal.Whileitcan

containthegenerativeessenceoftheteacher'sstorywithoutreductionitdoesreducethe

personalgrainanddetailusedtoillustrateorembodytheseessences.Inthatsenseitisan

abstractionandtherebyalimitation,althoughitdoesn'texhibitthecontextuallonelinessofa

scientificconceptsuchas"gravitation,"ortraditionalsocialscienceconceptssuchas

"alienation."Thereisstillsomelifetextwithinthecapsuleaccountwithwhichtosituate

understandings.

Inorderforthereadertogetasenseofwhatthesecapsuleaccountsarelikepleasereferto

theinterpretivesummaryattheendofLloyd'sstory.Aswellalatersection,whichexamines

ouruseofclusteranalysisofseveralstories,usescapsulese-runts.

TheCaseStudyofOneandCommonality

BarbaraTuchman(1979)makesthecaseforoneperson'sstoryasbeingtheprismthrough

whichwecanseeandunderstandmanyothers'lives.WhenweinterpretedLloyd'sstorywefelt

thatwithinitwouldbethingssimilarandincommoninvariouswayswithotherteachers.As

teachersourselveswecouldseepotentialempathiesandharmonieswithourexperiencesas

wellascontrasts.Otherreaderswouldbeabletodothesame.

Forusthesenseofcommonalitythatemergelfromthesethoughtswerenotmonolithic

orhomogeneousbutthatsometeacherswouldfindsomeaspectswhichweresimilarperhaps

similarenoughtobecalledcommon.Otherteacherswouldfindotherelementsofthestory

whichwereharmonic,ThisbroughttoIIndseveralimagesofthepotentialrelationshipsand

distinctionsamongteachers'stories.Thewords"ecological"and"web"cametomind(Iwasa

scientist)andofclustersofteacherswho,becauseofcontextandpersonalhistory,mightsee

theirstoriesasrelated.Thesedistinctclustersmightcontrastwithothers.SoIsawacomplex

webwhichmightrelatetooneparticularissueorsimilarissues.Therecouldbemanywebsfor

manyissues.Ifweoverlapallofthesewebs,Iwondered,wouldtherebesomecommonalities

whichwererelatedinsomehuman,social,orprofessionalwayamongmanyteachers'stories?

Onewayinwhichwechosetoinvestigatethesequestionswastoconductacomparative

analysisofaclusterofteachers'stories.AtthispointweinterpretedGlendaandRay'sstories

andaddedtheirexperiencestothemix.

CS2MDDIAILYC111121X5L/ACeligglItS2M2riti Ourconcernfortheintegrityofindividualteachers'storiesandourrespectforthe

illucidatoryfunctionofpersonalaccountsoflivedrealityledustointerpretGlendaandRay's

storiesusingthesamecomprehensiveinterpretiveprocessweusedwithLloyd. Secondly,we

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Herclassroomissmall,cozy,withahexagonaltableasthecenterofactivity. Thereisaplethoraofresourcestosupportavarietyofactivitiesdependingonthetheme,

toenabledifferentsortsofself-expressivecommunicationtooccur.Glendaregardsthe

learningofcommunicationskillsasdevelopmentalandself-correcting.Shedoesnot

havedetailedplans,justageneralideaofwhereeachthememightgo--untilFriday.She doesn'tusebehavioralobjectives,grammardrills,phonicsorworksheets. Glendaclaimsthatherpupilshavetaughtherwhathercurriculumandpedagogy

shouldbe.Inthatsense,shelivesthenotionofteacheraslearner,notonlyinher

personalbutalsoinherpedagogicallife. Therelationshipintheclassroomisthereby horizontal;everyoneparticipatesindecidingwheretogoandwhattodonext--important

ingredientsinreducingalienationandincreasingself-determination.Glendahastensto

add,however,thatthishasn'tbeeneasy. Shestillhasdifficultyleavingbehind'the

teacherasdispenserofwisdomandknowledge'totrustinherstudents. Herfather,togetherwiththeromanticfascinationwithotherlands,were

importantinfluencesonGlenda'sinterestinmulticulturalism.TedAoki,asherteacher

andmentor,wasanimportantcatalystinmovingGlendafromanother-directed

frameworkofmulticulturalismtoapersonal,authenticviewofminoritypersonsand

herself.Theseincidentsandpersons,thoughsignificant,onlypresagethemajorsource

ofGlenda'sautobiographicpraxis--herself.Thekey,forGlenda,andinherview,forher

pupils,isself-directedness.Thisinvolvedputtingsignificantothersinafacilitative

relationshiptoselfesopposedtoasourceofself.Themajorsources,ofGlenda's knowledgearethusrootedinpersonalexperiencesthatgaverisetoherself-directedness.

Theseoccurredatthenadir,duringherperceivedanomieinlife.Followingthe'stagnant

period'ofbeingasuburbanwife,havingchildren,teachingwhatshedidn'twanttoteach (homeeconomics),shewasalienatedfurtherbybeingimmersedinaforeigncultureof

Pakistan,andtheartificialdiplomaticlife.Conflictingsetsofrules,noneofthemhers,

governedherlife,leavingherfeelingpowerlessandunauthentic.Shevividlyrecallsa

turningpoint:anhystericaltantrumwhen,inPakistan.shecouldnotbeissueda

hall tablelampbecauseofherhusband's'junior'statusinthediplomaticcorps.Thehalltable

lampbecameasymbolwhichencapsulatedthedepthsofother-directednessand,atthe

sametime,thedecisiontoliberateherselfandtobegintounderstandotherpeople

(minorities)intheirownterms.Herpersonaldevelopmentintertwinedwiththatof

othersthroughherexplorationsofthepeopleandcultureofPakistan,aswellasthrough

herexplorations,whileteachingEnglishatanInternationalSchool,ofthe

rolesof

womenindifferentcultures. Shereturnedthetextsofothersinaliteraland

metaphoricalsensetothestoreroomandproceeded,withherstudents,tocreatetextsof herownandtheirown. TheforegoingdiscussionofthenatureandsourcesofGlenda'steacher'sknowledge

hasalsoillustrated,inageneralsense,itsevolution.Thewatershedexperienceswhich

enabledGlendatobecomeself-initiatedandself-determinedconstitutea'revolution'in herdispositionandactivities.Thisprovidedtheenergy,overanexhaustingbut satisfyingfour-yearperiod,forthedevelopmentofacurriculumandpedagogyin

interculturaleducation.Sheacknowledgedherinadequacy,lackofcompetenceand

overtheorizing,andundertookaprocessofpracticalself-educationandprofessional

developmentinthreeterrainsofherprofessionallife.Shedidthisthroughobservation

ofotherteachers,questioning,experience,reflectiononexperience,andthecareful

selectionofcourses,workshops,andconferencesthatmetherneeds--providingherself

withacoherentcurriculumforprofessionaldevelopment(Butt&Raymond,1989).

AtthecoreofRayspreferredwayofteachingistheimageofhaven.Theconcernfor

contentratherthanindividualstudentneedstrot'aleshim.Hewouldrather

createaclassroom

climatewhichattendstostudents'personalneedsfirst;thentheywouldbebetterableto

attend

totheacademicinterestsofthecurriculum.especiallyifitistaughtthroughapupil-centred

andexperientialapproachtoteaching.

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Rayillustrateshisnotionofhaventhroughthestoryofayoungboywhowasnotdoing

wellinschool.Uponinvestigationhediscoveredthathisfatherwasanalcoholicand

frequentlyviolent.Hisexperiencewiththeseandmanyothersimilarsituationsledhimtothe

conclusionsthatformanychildrenacademicachievementwasnotahighpriorityandthat

schoolwasviewedbysomechildrenasanescapefromthehorrorsoftheirworld.Hedecided

thathisclassroomwouldbeviewedasahavenandthatthestudentswouldbesympathetically

andcaringlyheard.

Rayrevealsthedeeppersonallinkbetweenhisimageofhavenwhenwritingabouthis

past.HisfatherwasanalcoholicandwasintermittentlypresentuntilheleftwhenRaywas

six.Hemotherstruggledtoraisehimandhisbrotherwhileteachingelementaryschool.They

frequentlymovedfromtowntotown.Whenhismothertaughthimshewasverystrict.His

elderbrotherwasalsohardonhim.Hisexperienceofjuniorandseniorhighschoolwas

characterizedagainasmuchbyhumiliationandembarrassment.Throughtheseexperiences.

hedevelopedastrongsenseofcompassionforothers.Hispersonalexperienceofhomeand

schoolenableshimtoidentifywithhisstudentsintermsoftheirneedforsecurityanda

haven.

Earlyinhiscareer,hewasabletoexpresshisimageofhavenwithinthecontextsofbeing

astudentcounsellor,teachingphysicaleducation,extra-curricularactivities.andteaching

socialstudiesinaneraoflittlecentralizedprescriptionofcurriculaandnoexternalexams.

Followingasabbaticalyear,however,hewasassignedtoteachmostlycompulsorysocial

studiessubjectswithinrecentralizedandprescribedcurriculasomegradesofwhichwere

externallyexamined.

RayteachesacompulsorysocialstudiescoursetotwoGrade9classes.Students rangefromregulartoverylowabilitywithgradelevelreadingequivalentsrangingfrom 3to12.HeteachestwoGrade9optionalsubjects;oneingeographyandtheotherin Canadianhistory.Heisfamiliarwithmanyofthestudentsintheseclassessincethey aredrawnfromhiscompulsoryclasses.AlltheGrade9classes,bothcompulsoryand optional,arecharacterizedbyawidediversityofpupilabilityandpupildispositions. Itispossible,fromRay'sdescriptionofhisclasses,toidentifysomecommon factorswhich,tovaryingdegrees,shapehisandmanyotherteachers'curriculumand pedagogy.Whetherthereismandatedcurriculumornotisapowerfulinfluenceonthe classroom'scurriculum-in-useandrelatedpedagogy.Thespecificnatureofthesubject matter,whetherprescribedorteacherdetermined,alsoinfluencespedagogy.Withregard tofactorsrelatedtostudents,majorinfluencesincludeabilitylevel,diversityofability levels,degreeofintrinsicandextrinsicmotivations,andself-controlofstudents.As well,theuniquenatureofjuniorhighschoolstudents,intermsoftheirearlyadolescent

dispositions,isanimportantfactor.Considerationofstudents'interestsandlived-

realitiesalsocontributestoadeterminationofwhatmightberelevant,whilethedegree ofstudentchoicewithrespecttocourseselectionalsointerrelateswiththesefactors. Theaboveinfluencesaremediated,ofcourse,bytheteacherasperson.The

teacheristhefinalarbitratorindeterminingwhatfinallyemergesfromthesemultiple

influencesinvarioussituationsandwithvariousactors.Ray'sidealimageofhaven,its

translationintoelaboratingcurriculumtotakeaccountofstudentlivesandpersonal

15 buttheirresponsesaredifferentperhapsbecauseofdispositionsandsituationfactors. Lloydwithdrawsandbecomesa'closetteacher':Glendacontinuestoworkinacollegial way.Glenda'sjobrequireshertocollaborate;Lloyd'sgrade-levelmeetingsdidprovides someopportunitytocollaborate--whichwasthwarted.Lloyd'sdisposition,however,the threeS's,upwardmobility,andacceptance,wouldmorelikelyleadtowithdrawal. ThenatureofLloyd'sandGlenda'sknowledge,thoughsimilarinsomerespects. aredifferentastomeans,whichilluminatestheuniquenessproducedbyinteractionsof person,task,situation,andcontext.Lloyd'sthreeS'sandupwardmobilitycontrastwith Glenda'sself-determinationandreal-idealcontinua.Thereis,however,onestrong commonfactorbetweenLloydandGlenda.Bothcanpersonallyidentifywiththe situationsoftheirstudents.Thisprovidesabridgeandbondbetweenteacherand students,amutualismthatcanmaximizecongruenceofteacherandpupilintentions (Butt,1978)and,thereby,learning. Notallteachers,however,arefortunateenoughtoworkinacontextthatpermitsa highdegreeofcongruencebetweenpreferredimagesofteachingandpupilneeds.Ray (Butt,Raymond&Ray,1988)hasanimageofhispreferredclassroomasahaven,where children'sneedsandinterestsareaddressedfirst,sothattheycanfacetheacademic concernsofthemandatedcurriculum.Hewasabletoprojectthisimagewhileteaching physicaleducation,doingstudentcounselling,anddevelopinganindividualized curriculuminsocialstudieswhenfreefromthemandatedcurriculumandexternal testing.Later,however,hisworkassignmentchangedtoincludeonlysocialstudies,

history,andgeographyatthejuniorhighschoollevel.Then,arecentralizationof

curriculumandthereturnofexternaltestingforcedhimtoabandonhisindividualized curriculum,andtocoverthemandatedcurriculumusingtraditionalpedagogy,soastobe preparedforexternaltests.Thispedagogy.alientohim,wasalsoalientothepupils,who nopresentedmanymoredisciplineproblems.Ray'simageofhavenandhispreferred pupil-centeredpedagogyarenotproblematic,exceptintwocontexts--anoptionalclassin geographywhichallowshimtousehisowncurriculumand,paradoxically,acompulsory geographycourse,whichispursuedwithinterestbyhigh-abilitystudents.These

interactionshighlighttheimportanceofperson-contextmatchesandmismatchesin

teaching,aswellasthepotentialeffectonteachers'creativityofprescribedcurriculaand

externaltesting.

InfluencesofGlenda's,Lloyd'sandRay'steachers'knowledgeincludetheir

experiencesaschildrenparents,teachers,culturalbackgrounds,personaland

professionalexperiences,andpeers.Thisspectrumofpossibleinfluencesisrelatively commonacrossteachers'autobiographies,despiteuniquepatternsandemphases.Some teachershavecurrentorpastmentorswhoremainwiththeminspirit;somehaving imageswhichguidetheirthoughtsandactions.ThoughGlenda'sdevelopmentismore

personalandlaterthanLloyd'searlyandfamilialpattern,bothclusteraround

significantlifeexperiences,traumas,andtransformations.Thisatteststothelink

betweenlifehistoryandprofessionalthoughtandaction(Butt&Raymond,1989).

Fromthisincompletecomparativeanalysisincludedherewecanidentifyseveral

differenttypesof"commonalities"whichrelatetothesethreeteachers'liveswithintheir

distinctlydifferentpersonalexperiences,workingcontexts,teachers'knowledgeandimages.

Firstly,thereappearstobeasetofsourcesandinfluenceswhichmayprovideaninterpretive

frameworkforexaminingandunderstandingteachers'knowledgeanddevelopment.

Secondly,despitevastdifferencesinteachingandcontext,acommongenericprocessappears

tolieatthecoreofteaching,teacherdevelopment,andtheteachers'experienceofworking

reality.Thisprocessistherelationshipbetweenpersonandcontext;particularlythedegreeto

whichperson-contextinteractionsaresynergistic(orcongruent),dialectic,(thatthereisa

healthydialogueandtensionbetweenpersonandcontext),orproblematic,(wherebythe

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teacherexperiencesseveredifficultyinexpressingcertainaspectsoftheirpreferredimageof

teaching).Thirdly,teacherscarrywiththemsignificantinfluencesfromtheirpersonal

historiesintotheirteaching.Indeed,teachers'imagesorcentralmetaphorsforteaching

appeartooriginatefromtheirchildhoods.

Itisthislatterpotentialcommonalitywewishtoexaminefurtherinthenextsection.

AggregationofCasesasaMethodforExploringCommonality

Althoughwebelievewhatmightbecommonorsimilaracrossteachers'livescanreside

inoneteacher'sstory,itdoesnotbecomethatvisil2leuntilweengage,aswejustdid,in

comparativeanalysisofaclusterofstories.Thecommonalitiesjustidentified,duetothe

limitednumberofcasesrevealonlypotentialcommonalities.Inordertoclarifywhetheror

notcommonalitiesholdup,itisnecessarytoexaminemultiplecases,and,throughaprocessof

aggregationmapouttheirnatureandextent.Thecommonalitywewishtoinvestigatehereis

therelationbetweenteachingdispositionsandearlychildhoodpersonalhistory.Inaddition

tothethreecasesexploredsofarwehavedevelopedcasesfromeightmoreteachersstoriesin

thesameintensivewayasbefore.Allofthemshowedstrongrelationshipsbetweentelling

childhoodexperiencesandteachingdispositions.Increatingcasesfromstorieswewrotecase

summarieswhichweresomewhatshorterthanbeforebutlongerthancasecapsules.Wedid

thisinordertoeconomizeonwritingspacewhilestilltryingtoincludeasignificantpersonal

storyline.Weincludehereonlytwocasesummariestobothillustratethisstyleofwritingand

twopersonalexamplesoftherelationshipbetweenchildhoodexperienceandteaching

dispositions.

InherearlyyearsPeggyoftenstruggledwiththepuzzleofherlife.Shewas often "confused,""alonebutnotlonely,"felta"senseofisolation,"andoftenstruggledtobecome theindependentpersonshewantedtobe.Peggyhadstrongsurvivalskillsasshe struggledforcontrolandidentity.Atbirthshewasadoptedbyacoupleintheirforties, "thiswasoftenasorespotwithme,"theyhadtwosons6and7yearsolderthanPeggy. Theolderbrotherswerenotinterestedinplayingwithher,andshewasoftenleftonher own.Becauseofherfather'sagetheyoftenreceivedthecomment,"whatacutelittle granddaughteryouhave."Shecanrecallbeingveryupsetbythisremarkandcorrecting themistake.Hermothersufferedsevereemotionalproblemsandwouldrotatebetween periodsofdepressionandwithdrawnbehaviorandperiodsofoutgoingacceptanceof Peggy."ForaslongasIcanremember,mymothersufferedfromaemotionaldisorder; thisleftmeinaawkwardpositionasayoungster.somewherebeinglovedbeyondall expectationsandbeingrejectedfornoapparentreason.Thisconjuresupaconfusing imageonmychildhood."Theylivedinanewdevelopme,A.andwerethefirsthouseinthe area,aswe!!asbeingphysicallyisolated,Peggyfeltemotionallyisolated;amotherwith inconsistentmoods,afatherwhowasworkingagreatdealofthetime,andbrothers severalolderwho"didnotwanttoplaywiththelittletwirp."Peggysumsup;thefamily bysaying"Ontheoutsideweappearedtobethe'typical'Canadianfamily...butbeyond appearance,wewereanythingbutnormal...nooneknewhowIgrewup.Noonereally understood."Thispuzzlingfatefulconfusingyouth"hadadramaticimpactonmy personalandprofessionallife."Thereistheimagecreatedbytheseearlyyearsthatseta confusingscenefocusingonvictimizationversessurvival.Thecontrastinthewaytheir

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shareandopenup.""IenjoythesatisfactionIfeelwhenhelpingadolescencedealwith thisparticularlydifficultystageoftheirlife."Peggyteachesinajuniorhighschool whichinherownlifeistheonetimeinherschoollifethatherownlifebecame confusing,gradesfellandself-esteemdropped.Teachingatjuniorhigh,"Itistheschool's responsibilitytoassistyoungpeopletoseethemselvesandothersasuniqueand importantindividuals."Peggyfindsita"challengeforstudentstodevelopandusetheir decisionmakingskillsinordertomakethebestpossiblechoiceforthemselvesintheir currentsituations."ThisideareinforceshowPeggywasabletoshedthevictimroleand survivetheunpredictableearlyyearstobecomeindependent. TeachinghealthisanaturalextensionofPeggy'sdesiretohelpstudentswiththeir personaldevelopment.Peggydescribes,'Themethodsinmymadnes.5tiescloselytomy desireforinvolvementinhumanrelationsanddealingwiththefeelings(aheadofmy desiretodealwithcontent). Ihavemaintainedforsometimethattheamountoffactual knowledgeyoupossessdoesnotmattertwohoots,ifyourpersonallifeisadisasterthen whatistheuseofbeingawarehouseofknowledge.Mystudentsaretaughttolove themselvesandthenmakeroomforothers.Thenandonlythenwilltheirheadspacebe suitedtomeaningfullearning."WhenteachingPeggyfeelstheclassroommust,"createa safe,open,nonjudgmentalenvironmentinwhichstudentsfeelcomfortable." AsachildPeggyreceivedpositivesupportfromsomeadults.Herfatherfrequently tookhertooworkandshebecamecomfortablehavingcoffeewiththepeopletothepoint where,"itbecamedifficulttotalkwithherimmaturefriends."Teachersalsoprovided herwithadultstoadmire.ThesepositiveexperienceshaveprovidedPeggywiththebelief

thatteachercanhaveasignificantimpactonherstudents,andreelsthehealth

curriculumhelpspeopledealwith"likingthemselvesasaperson."'Tomemath,science, socialstudies.andlanguageartswillhavelittleornomeaninginthelifeofayoung personwhodoesn'tyetfeelcomfortablewithwhotheyare.Thusitismydesiretoteach kidstolikethemselves." "Jwasborntoteachhealth."Theprocessorientationofthecurriculumisher naturalteachingstyle,"Idon'tusuallymakeaconsciousefforttoincludelearninginan experimentalmode.Itjusthappenswithoutmeplanningit."Intheprocessofteaching,"I havestudentsmakesenseofthematerialbasedontheirownlifesituations."To facilitatethisthecontentiscoveredinathree"I"process: 1.)Introductionofcontent.2.) Interactiontomakesenseofthetopic,3.)Internalizationtomakepersonalsense reflectionandabsorption.Peggy'sownlifereflectsthatstudentsmusthavetheir emotionalneedsmettodowellacademically.Peggyutilizesavarietyofteaching methods,roleplaying,observations,interviews,studentpresentations,andshealsouses

herownpersonalstories.

"PerhapsmygreatestsourceofpleasureinteachingcomeswhenIamableto includesomepersonalexamplesfrommyownlifetohelpstudentsgraspatopic. Ihave becomeaccustomedtowalkingafinelineindecidinghowmuchtodisclose."Herearly lifehasprovidedtheframeworkforhersuccessasahealthteacher"Professionallymy

lifeat hasmademeempathetictostudents. Irealizethatour"ideal"home

waslessadequateinprovidingsecurityandsupporttomeasachild. Iguessthatthere mustbemanystudentscomingtomyclassinworseshapethanIwasemotionally.

PerhapsIcansumuptheimpactof onmyprofessionallifebysaying,

"I'vebeenthere."

Kentisa39year-oldteacherwhowasbornandraisedforthemostpartinCalgary. Helivedanisolatedchildhoodinthathisfatherwasrarelyhomeandhismotherwas preoccupiedwiththemanyyoungerchildreninthefamily.Kentspentmuchofhistime endenergyincompetitivesports.excellinginseveral,andbasinghiseducational decisionsonsportsratherthanhisoccupationalfuture.HetaughtP.E.andcoached

athleticteamsintwohighschoolsinruralcommunities,havingentirelydifferent

experiencesasaresultoftheattitudeandsupportoftheadministrators. Kent'spedagogyseemstobecharacterizedbythreemajorthemes: Organization/Control,CommitmenttoP.d..andLoveforStudents.

Kentprideshimselfonhisorganizationalabilitiesthatrenderhim"themost

competentpersononstaff"inhisarea.Notonlydoeshefollowthecurriculum"exactly,"

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withonlyoneexception,buthislessonsandunitsarewelldone.Heisnotafraidof"flash visitsatanytimefromanyone."Hestressesmanagingandmaximizingtime,maximum productivity,andpreparation.Atthebeginningoftheyear,hesetstheclassupso"it practicallyrunsitself."However,hispositionofcontrolisunequivocal--"Iamtheboss." Hesetsthetoneforthesemester,makingabsolutelyclearstatementsregardinghislimits andexpectationsintheclass.Henevermakesaruleorthreatthathedidnot"backup everytimeinaconsistentfashion."Hedeveloped,throughtrialanderror,asatisfactory wayofdealingwithcrisisdisciplinesituations.Heenjoysthefactthathewas"virtually isolatedandonhisown"--totallyresponsibleforhisstudents'knowledgeofP.E. Ashisteachingevolved,however,therewascultivatedmoreofanemphasisonthe humanelement--"Ialwaysstressedfundamentalswiththeemphasisonfun."Hebecame lessintentonwinningandachievingandtriedtomakethingsmorefunforhimselfand thestudents,"butstillworkingtoachievemasteryofthesport."Conflictswere experiencedwhenhehadtofightforfundsforP.Ed.andextra-curricularprogramsinthe school.Hedevelopedacloseworkingrelationshipwithanadministratorwhosupported hisprogramsandjokedaroundwithhim. Kent'scurrentemphasisonexcellence,organization,orderandcontrolseemtobe adirectresultofhisearlylifeeffortstoobtaincontroloverhislifewhichwasfraught withparadoxes.Eventhevaluesmodelledbyhisparentswereindirectcontrasttoeach otherandhisfather'slifestyleitselfwascontradictory.Hismotherbroughthimupina strictMormonhouseholdsothatheneverdrankorsmokedatallinhighschooland "neverevensaid'shit'tillhewas16."Shespoiledherchildrenanddevotedherlifeto lookingafterthem.althoughitwasquiteablowforyoungKenttobeoustedfromthe centreofattentionwhenthesecondchildwasborntothefamily. Kent'sfatherontheotherhand,who"drankandsmokedandusedrough language,"wasrarelyathome.Hemadealivingforthefamilybyrunninganillegal gamblinghouseand"makingbookontheraces."Hisfatheravoidedgettingarrested throughacleverschemeofsettingupsomeoneelseto"takethefall"whentherewasapre- arrangedraidontheclub.Hemadeenoughmoneytobringupsixkids"inanicehomein amiddle-classneighborhood."Kent'sfatherwasdefinitelythebossinthefamily, makingwhatseemedlikeunilateraldecisionsthathadfar-reachingeffectsonKent's younglife."Dadbrokemyheartbymovingtoanotherneighborhood"br4'!lginganabrupt endtoapromisingbaseballcareer. Kentnotonlyexcelledinathletics,butalsolovedschool.Hewas"wayaheadin readingbecausehereadcomicbookslikecrazy."Hewasthe"smartestboyintheclass-- theonlyonewhounderstoodzeroandcoulddosimplemultiplication."Aslongashe understoodtheteacher'sinstructions,academicscameeasily.Hedevelopedalove-hate relationshipwithateacher,competingforattention,creatinga"realcontestforcontrol oftheclass."Later,throughathleticprowess,Kentsoondiscoveredthathecouldimpress theprettygirls,withsportsgivinghima"vehicleforacceptanceandawaytobepopular." ThesecondthemenotedinKent'spedagogywasfirstoftwothingsthat"made teachingwork"forhim--his"totalloveandcommitmentforP.E.andsports."The studentsknewthathebelievedin,andlived,alltheprinciplesoffitnessandnutrition, readingeverybookandjournalonthesubjectsthathecould.Hetriedtosetanexampleof ahealthylifestyletohisstudents.Henotonlyhadathoroughknowledgeofthesubject matterwhichmadeteachingfun,butalsohadconfidenceinhisabilitytoteachthe contenteffectivelytothestudents. CommitmenttophysicalactivitiesstartedearlyinlifeforKentwhospentan inordinateamountoftimeandenergytryingtogainhisfather'srespectandattention,

particularlythroughathleticachievements.Hemodelledhimselfafterhisfatherwho

was"atremendousfighter,"winningtheGoldenGlovesforwesternCanadathreeyearsin arow.Kenthimselfbecameanaccomplishedathleteinseveralfields,also"boxing goldengloves."SportsgaveKent"anidentity."Heextendedhisinvolvementinathletics toteaching,coachingandlecturing.Hisdeterminationandoverridingsenseof autonomyareexemplifiedbyhiseffortasayoungchild,whenhetaughthimselftotiehis ownshoelacesbyhimselfwhenhewasonlyfouryearsoldandtothisdaytieshislaces "differentthananyoneelse."Inawidevarietyofactivitieshemadeanall-outeffortto besteveryoneelseinthefield--hewasa"fiercecompetitoratmarbles";hewasthelastone